Morning Post

Hey chenta...
Morning beb! Haha pelik kn kol 4pagi ak dh crik ko. Guess wut?? I can't sleep for the whole night.. sbb tu ak crik ko. Pdhl ujan lebat kot. Mata ni xmo lelap gk. Haih sdp kot klo dpt tdo....

Pertahankn sume yg wt kte senyum, tinggalkn sume yg wt kte sdey...Ak dh abes pk spnjg pagi ni... smpi sudah xdpt solution.. cane? Mslhnye yg wt ak sdey DYE, yg wt ak senyum pon DYE. Wut shud i do? Rse2 kne amek jln tgh kot.. haha jeng3.... u noe wut comes around in my mind ryte. Hehehe...

Sometimes the worse solution is the best solution for all... but need strength? Nvm, you'll never noe how strong u're until being strong is the only choice left for you.. sayonara.... :)

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Hye Chenta...
Lme btol x bloging. Tp bru hari ni ak pasan. Ak hanya akn start aktif bloging ble ak deactive fb. Haha..
Act, ak dh xda spe yg dpt share, dgr mslh ak. My bezfren is not my bezfren now. He has become a bezfren to another bezfren.
Ary ni ak sdey gle ble dh dpt tw whole story, cete sbnr psal mslh ak. He admit he has another gurl when we're having problem. It really hurts me n i hate being hurt. Dye kata dye curang ngn ak. But at least dye jjur gtw dye curang kt ak. Susa nk dpt partner cm dye. Tp act to me dye x curang. Ni sume jd ats sbb salah ak n prangai ak yg ego, xpndai nk tnjuk syg ak, keras hati... so deserves me ryte kn? Tp cket sebanyak aty ak rse saket dgn pe yg jd to both of us. Wuteva it is, lyfe must go on. Mmg dh nseb ak slalu gagal dlm hbgn kot. Am i right? Haha... nvm, god is always be wif me. Trust in him. InsyaAllah everything gonna be alright. Amin....

First Entry For 2012 ! Kembali B'blogging

Hye hye hye ...
Welcome back Chenta ! hehehe....

2012 dh lme m'jengah, tp ak bru nk update blog yg dh b'sawang nih.. nk wt cmne, bz kje beb. tp xpe, xlme ag nk abes dh... x sabo tggu 15 JUN 2012 ! lg 2 bln jep... pastu HOORAY !!! hihihi

Awk, awk, awk Semua ! Esk befday sy... Harap maklom ! Sy dh 22 TAHUN esok !!! Ooemgee ~~~~~
I can't believe dis . Dh tua rpenya sy nih... Need to be more strong enough to face my adventure life . LOVE, FAMILY, FRENS, and all those things need to be mature now... I'm not a girl anymore. I already become a woman who needs to wake up and look ahead, forget the past, and make up my life !

Btw, ad satu story latest pnya tok korg ! Semalam ak tension gle coz t'igt dye n sume bnda yg x ptut tuh.. So, ak angkt kaki, capai kunci, lompat msuk kete, zaassss pegi CAMERON . Sian ak... xda spe nk teman... sdey btol... pastu ble blik sume ckp ak xtggu dorg... geram, geram, geram . Tp, xpe, sy syg kwn2 sy.. next tyme kte g sme2 k frens !

Satu persoalan yg kawan2 ak slalu tnya....
KENAPA AKU SUKE G CAMERON ? KENAPA AKU SUKA PANTAI ?
Jawapan nye, senang jek... aku akn rse tenang n damai ble tgk ciptaan Tuhan dan dpt lpekn sume mslh yg ak hadapi... So, tyap2 kali ak ad kat tmpt2 nih, means ak nga sdey or ad problem la tuh... jgn tnya npe ak ad kt sne.... dari ak g bunuh dri, wt kje bodo xpsal2, bek ak rilex2 kat tmpt2 mcm tu kn? hihi

Yg ak nk story...... Ak jmpe EX MARKA ak kt tanah tinggi ! OMG ! xtau nk explen perasaan ak tyme tu.. dh la bwk dri g sne sbb frust ngn boy. tbe2 smpi kt sne, tgh belek2 CACTUS, ley plak t'jmpe MY MR CHARMING (for the last 6 years) !!! gle t'kjut berok dowh .... rse mcm nk sembunyi dlm pokok CACTUS tu kalo bole. Gile babas pnya hensem . seb bek iman ak kuat, idak ler ak FALL IN LUV ngn dye blik. tp dye dh matured skunk n kteorg borak sal tyme skola, lgsg x sntuh bab ZAMAN CINTA MONYET tuh.... i like dis type of guy . X ske mengungkit n b'sifat t'buka . Lastly, dye bg ak CACTUS yg ak ske sgt td.... Bez gle wok... Pakkal jek ak dtg jp je... klo x, nk jugak ak lepak2 ngn dye lme sket... haih....

LAST ENTRY FOR 2011

WELCOME 2012 !!!

Ready to say bye2 to 2011. Hopefully 2012 will bring more happiness n luck to me. 

Kalo 2010 dlu tahun malang bg ak coz byk mslh yg timbul, tp 2011 ni pulak alhamdulillah okey.

Xda pe yg worst sgt yg jadik kat ak dis year. it's juz ok. Cme as expected, ak masih belom dpt luputkn ERRY dr aty ak. tp, xpe la. abaikan sje. perlu byk mse utk itu. bkn mudah~

Act, byk gak azam ak yg x m'jadi tok 2011 nih. Tp xpe, bole bring forward to 2012! huhu...

Act, ak nk share sumting ngn korg. ak pergi bercuti ke cameron highland juz now n ak berkesempatan la tgk org photoshoot tok wedding. sgt cantex okeyh.

Dan, yg ak nk share ngn korg adalah about my wedding dream. 3 WISHES FOR MY WEDDING !

Ak ximpikan wedding beso2 pon. Cme ckup ngn mjlis yg sederhana. 

Tp, ak ttp nk photoshoot tok PRE-WEDDING ak kat cameron highland !

sbb..... ak sgt2 ske ngn CAMERON HIGHLAND ! it is the best place for me...

Then, ak xmo tunang lme2 mcm kwn2 ak. Sbb, MAKRUH ! m'bawa kpd maksiat kalo ikat tali pertunangan lme2 nih.. So, ak nk bertunang sehari jek !

Means, TUNANG ari jumaat, NIKAH ari sabtu, SANDING ari ahd ! Hahaha, comey kn? i likee....

Then, last dream ak tok my wedding, ak nk tema GARDEN WEDDING but..... wif dis dress....

Ak xtw npe ak ske sgt kat perkahwinan psgn nih.. Umo dorg bru 20 tahun tp berkahwin mengikut sunnah Nabi SAW dan adat Islam sepenuhnya (menutup aurat)... Dan alhamdulillah rumahtangga pasangan ni masih kekal harmoni walaupon msing2 masih lagi BELAJAR ... MOGA BERKEKALAN~

Sahabatku......

Salam ceria .....

Hary ni ak nk story lak psal sahabat2 ak yg slalu ad kat samping ak xkira suka atau duka dan sentiasa m'beri semangat kat ak...

Okeyh kita mulakan dr shbt bru ak.. 4 orang jejaka ni mmg shbt merangkap kwn2 bek ak kat UiTM Segamat nih. Ptt la org kata, ad hikmah di setiap perkara n I'm very glad to have them as my frens. Siesly ak ckp, mmg sgt2 susa utk org phm prangai ak sedalam2nya. but, ak rse mereka nih lg knal ak dr shbt2 yg dh lme kwn ngn ak. dlm mse x smpi setahun, dorg dpt knal diri ak yg sbnr. thnx guys... ak akn igt korg smpi ble2... uoll my best moments in UiTM Segamat....

okeyh, yg dua orang nih fiza ngn sina aka chey chey. Yg menyingai tu fza, yg kehijau2an tu cna. Huhu... Dorg ni sng cete my special BFF laa... sumpah bez kwn ngn dorg nih. Dua2 ni t'sgt la masak ngn prangai ak. smpi dh hangit kott ak rse . Bak kata fiza "kalo ema dh kata dye mls nk dtg kelas tuh, mmg dye xkn dtg la jwbnya. jgn cri dye..." hehehe... kdg2 cian gak fza kne jwb soklan dak2 kelas tuh. tp nk wt cemane? DIS IS ME ! 

Yg cantik maniss ni pulak, shbt ak dr zaman hingusan lagi . Dari ak comot dlu smpi la ak dh cantex skunk nih (oopss! perasan jap...), kami masih shbt! dlu kteorg siap ad geng 6JAHANAM lg tuh ! Femes woo kt skola dlu smpi sume cekgu knal enam2 org plajar yg nakal plus gila2 tahap masuk air nih.. itulah KAMI ! huhuhu.. tp ak dh ilang arr gambo 6 org shbt ak tuh.. hmm... kalo x, bole tunjuk kt korg sume....

Next, ak nk introduce korg ngn shbt2 ak tyme kat melaka dlu.. Ezu, Nani n pza... Pjg cete kteorg nih. Tp yg ak nk cete, cme bab dorg ni SAHABAT ak... itu sje. yg len, bio ak jek tw... 

Last but not least ...... Roshafika Rasit Ali ! Inilah dye sahabat baek ak dunia akhirat walaupon prangai dye nih mcm setan cket . Tp, she is the best among the best ! Nk tw npe? sbb dye adalah dye n xpandai nk b'pura2 . Kalo dye x suka, dye ckp x suke. kalo dye suka, dye ckp suka. So, bole dikatakan dye ni org yg jujur la kann? wlupon ayt dye pdas nk mam... Jgn risaw. korg bole je nk kwn ngn dye. Tp, tahan jelah ngn prangai dye... Mmg makan aty . Huhu... Luv u sygs ~ 

Teman2 dan Kawan2 saya ~

Okeyh, after previous entry, now aku nk shortlist some of my 'TEMAN' .... Yg ak x nyatakn, jgn kecik aty okeyh . Korang sume tetap 'KAWAN-KAWAN' aku... Luv u all.. Mmuahhxx ~

First of all, dorg ni la teman2 baek ak tyme kat UiTM Melaka . Ezu, Nani, ngn Fiza . 

Ni plak , teman ak si cipot yang tembam tyme kat Matrix Perak . Dye nih gle2 org dye. Nme dye SYFA !

Hah, yg ramai nk mampos nih plak , teman2 ak dr zman hingusan smpi la skunk . kalo xda dorg nih, ley gila gak ak kott . They're my BFF ! Sumpah ak syg gle dorg sume . Kalo suh plih dorg or kapel aku , ak akn plih dorg . Luv u guys ~

Sahabat, Teman dan Kawan

Hye geng . Hari nih ak nk story psal SAHABAT, TEMAN DAN KAWAN . Mesti korg sume t'tanya2 pe beza antara ketiga2 status nih kn ? To me, ketiga2 nih ad bezanya tersendiri . Nk tw pndgn ak to those three things ? Rajen2 kn la dri korg smbg bce entry ni keyh ....

SAHABAT

Sahabat adalah org yg paling akrab dan dapat memahami diri kita dalam setiap situasi yg kita hadapi . Sahabat merangkumi 3 peranan iaitu sahabat, teman, kawan . shbt bole m'jd teman n kawan . Tp, teman n kawan blom tentu dpt menjadi shbt .

TEMAN 

Teman pulak ialah org yg boleh dijadikan tmpt utk kte berkongsi suka duka, tertawa dan menangis bersama. Teman adalah antara org yg rapat dgn dri kita selepas keluarga . kerana kita akn lebih menghabiskn mse dgn mereka selaen keluarga kita.

KAWAN

Kawan bersifat umum . Kawan boleh berkongsi suka dan tertawa ngn kita tp blom tntu mereka akn ad disaat kita memerlukan sumber kekuatan . Jadi yg m'bezakan ketiga2 nih ialah kekuatan pertalian tu sndri . Sbb tu pepatah ad mengatakan "Kawan makan kawan".. x pernah kte dgr, "Teman makan teman" kn? Dan pd zaman baginda RasulAllah SAW dlu pon, baginda menggunakan "para SAHABAT" . Jadi terbukti ikatan persahabatan tu lebih utuh berbanding teman dan kawan...

P/S: next entry ak akn post about who is my shbt, teman n kawan.... <3

The ending story of my student lyfe

At last, my student lyfe comes to its END . dlu ak slalu ckp, "ble la nk abes blajo?" n now ak sgt2 sdey ble pkir balik yg ak dh bkn student ag n needs to end up my STUDENT's title . But still, ak msih pkirkn whether nk smbg stdy atau tak .

Menanti cinta yg xpasti atau menyambut cinta yg hadir ?

Menanti cinta yg x pasti, semestinya sangat menyakitkn dan menguji kesetiaan diri kita . Tapi, andai kata kita menyambut cinta yg hadir, is it means dat i betrayed my luv for him ? ak dlm dilemma . 


Why do girls run from the ones that make them happy, and fight for the ones that make them cry?


one of my bezfren give dis quote to me . Bila first tyme ak bce, ak SENTAP ! nk tw npe ? coz ak rse mcm sebijik batu hempap pale ak . Ayt nih btol2 t'kena kat aku dan buat ak terpikir sumting ! npe la selama nih ak slalu bertahan utk sumone yg slalu wt ak nanges . n korg tw jwpn ak ? coz ak x rse t'beban lgsg bahkan ak bangga ngn aty ak coz msih b'tahan even smpi tahap skunk nih . ak dpt buktikan aty ak kuat ! n it teaches me on how to handle my feelings n be brave enough to hold on n stay until dis moment . yaa, i need to b strong . for wut ? for not being hurt anymore by any boys . 


sebab tu ak sukar nk menyambut huluran cinta dr mne2 boys ag . pengalaman lalu byk mengajar ak erti kehidupan n cmne nk truskn life ak . coz of dat, ak x menanti cinta yg x pasti atau menyambut cinta yg hadir . biarlah cinta tu dtg sndri dan repair blik pe yg dye penah wt kt ak . until dat moment, i'll never noe who is the him ? coz ak xkn tetapkan spe yg akn stay dlm aty ak dan biarkn jodoh m'jawab sume tu . :)